Wednesday, June 15, 2005


a boy came down echo farm going home.
home is johannesburg kl.
kl may not originate proper questioning rapport.
rapport should truly underlie virtuous...
when xenophobes yak zzzzzzzzzzzz....

It may truly be nonsensical; it may not: GIGO. It does faithfully follow ABC to XYZ. Perhaps you can improve it for me?

Monday, June 13, 2005


charly was born plain dumb
charly was born dumb
charly was born
charly was

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Journals, Anne Frank, ...

I began my first journal at 12; that was more than two decades ago. I am reminded because today was Anne Frank’s birthday.

I would have liked to have read through those early journals of mine but whenever I thought that I had passed through the particular developmental stage I had been in I destroyed the journal. I believed that I continually reinvented myself and in a sense that was true. I did not want representations of the pupa to survive.

I do not remember the exact reasons: I am no longer the child I was. And that is the reason I would now like to read those journals. I am not the child I was.

The essential problem with hindsight is that we cannot recreate past psychological states. The promise of technologies like this blog is that they create durable records of current states as text or pictures or audio or video. Our lives will be recorded; perhaps they may even be examined.

Friday, June 10, 2005

Again. Again. Again.

I used to be perfect. Now I just am.
I used to be a poem. Now I am a single note.
I used to be a whole meaning. Now I am.
Now I just am.

Life is like this.
Life is like this.

You know it:
life is just like yours:
trivial, unremarkable, ordinary
Life is like this.


Friday, June 03, 2005

Acceptance extended

joy and rapture both,
as pain and anguish, are
points along the wave

the recurring waves
reach no asymptote, therefore
carpei diem - now

true zanshin attends
agony and ecstasy
to the beatific

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Beauty Realised

Beauty realized:
Snowflake, spider's web, starlight,
A lover's tears: care.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Life balance analysis

Life balance analysis: physical, spiritual, familial, social, intellectual, work and cultural activities.

Work on positive emotions.
Pleasure, ecstasy, happiness, bliss, thrill, enjoyment, elation, joyfulness, joy, joy, joy …
Serene, composed, relaxed, Peaceful, tranquil, calm
Affection, adoration, friendship, devotion, passion, tenderness, love

To know excitement and calm, passion, tenderness, ecstasy and simple, profound joy.